2012年6月24日星期日

My Life

最近生活很忙碌
接近毕业了,忙于功课上
看到很多宗抢劫案发生在独自女生在广场上或泊车那里
搞到我有点不敢一个人出去逛街了
因为我有时候还很享受下偶尔独自一人驾车去广场逛街和看戏的
女生出门的时候真的要格外小心

与一大班朋友筹备了两个月的Kuantan Trip,突然要在出发当天被逼取消不能去
唉。。很失望不过也没办法,家里有点状况发生
当然家人永远是要排在第一先
开始忙了,懒了,连上网写日志的那份热情又再次地下降了
母亲节,妈咪的生日,父亲节,
一家人的时光真的很开心,
有时候发白日梦都会希望自己回去童年那时候快乐的时光
还有很多特别的事情
都很开心,发现要所顾虑的事情都没了
唯独让我想起了一位老朋友
何时何日我们都变了陌生人?
是否大家真的变了还是没人想要主动或想念对方的时候?

姐姐快嫁人了
忙于未来的新家庭常常不陪在我们身边
今天家庭日一起吃饭还是少了她,虽然都开始习惯了
不过特别的日子还是一家人很齐全开心的一起
抱怨是难免的,感谢老天爷让我有个幸福的小康之家
虽然我常抱怨这个那个的。。
明天又是星期一了,忙碌的时候来了
很多presentation , assignment, final exam 等着我

至于我的爱情呢
我的李先生
我们的1st Anniversary  快要到了
时间过得很快,快一年了,没想到我们的那份热恋还是在的
虽然一个月里见面的次数不超过十次,
不过每天的联络通电,每天呵护的关心和倾谈
有时候还会特地赶着回来相伴,足够了
虽然未来的路可能会有点阻碍
可是我相信真爱的感情是可以改变一切
我的未来飞机师先生
guess which one is my Mr Lee?
Good Luck to my Mr Lee and I waiting u graduate from the Malaysia Flying Academy  =)











2012年6月7日星期四

♥♥♥放下♥♥♥


很多时候,我们说放下了。。
其实并没有真的放下 —— 千与千寻

童话永远是童话
可是有时候里面的故事是事实的存在
我很喜欢宫崎骏的动画片
虽然已经看完了他全部的作品
偶尔还是会重复地再看



我努力想结束,这段遗失的感情
可我发现没有勇气和你说再见
难道注定爱上你,最后伤的是自己
难道注定这一切将是回忆
你的心不属于我,为何和我在一起
是不是寂寞和空虚
如果我得到你的人却得不到你的心
就算得到全世界也不开心
我很想问一问你,能否再爱我一次
遗憾我并不是你唯一
如果我失去这一切,能换来你的真心
就算失去全世界也不伤心
我以为人一起,心就会在一起
可怜我还一直为你钟情

常常责怪自己不应该
常常后悔没有把你留下来
为什么明明相爱,到最后还是要分开
是否我们总是徘徊在心门之外
命运如此安排,总叫人无奈
这些年过得不好不坏,只是好像少了一个人存在
而我渐渐明白
你仍然是我那不变的关怀
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人可以等待
当懂得珍惜以后归来
却不知道那份爱会不会还在
有多少爱可以重来
有多人可以等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱


是两首歌的歌词
大部分都是比较上了年纪爱听的歌
可是不晓得我哥哥干吗最近老爱开来听
喇叭大声到好像在夜店那样
我被传染了,吸引我的。。是歌词
写得很好,是爱对方的人可是又得不到对方的心声
是对爱人的心声
有多少爱可以重来
遗憾,回忆,感情,爱情
不是那么容易地就能忘记和结束
让时间去淡忘地那种折磨
谁有这样的经验?
我确实经历过。。












2012年6月3日星期日

♥♥♥出卖♥♥♥

突然喜欢听旧歌。。还有老歌
不知道哪里来的一时的兴致

出卖-周傅雄


那么多年自作聪明付出了真心
总以为换到一个公平的响应
你床边的蜷曲头发残酷地说明
长年的爱比不上一时的高兴
你的多情出卖我的爱情
赔了我的命
我卖了一个世界 却换来灰烬
你的绝情出卖所有爱情
好梦一下子清醒
感情像个闹钟
按一下就停
那么多年得意忘形闭起了眼睛
还以为握紧一块安稳的水晶
你床边的陌生烟蒂残酷地说明
内心的爱比不上胸膛的温馨
你的多情出卖我的爱情
赔了我的命
我卖了一个世界却换来灰烬
你的绝情出卖所有爱情
好梦一下子清醒
感觉像个闹钟按一下就停
那么多年得意忘形闭起了眼睛
却看到这样血肉模糊的风景




2012年5月31日星期四

♥♥♥my days♥♥♥


this picture from my college's library there
which means to keep quiet in the library..
today i went to coll early doing the revision for the coming exam
 study study study ~~~
im felt very tired after few hours..
started to playing iphone game and online..
well, im admit i very lazy in this semester..
even though this is my final semester, but i dont have any feeling like very nervous or what
well, i js try my best..hopefully can graduate success in my study

tuesday i went to midvalley watch movie with my girl..
since i finished so many movie already..left this not watch yet so we decided to watch it together.
 "BAD GIRL"

in this movie hav the famous actress and actor, Ella Chen and Mike Ho
However, Dan (Ella) is well versed in martial arts and impulsively stubborn, she's viewed as a distasteful concoction between defiance and justice. She and her girlfriends created a vigilante group called "The Bad Girls" to put an end to all evil. Yet when a film unit arrives at her high school location for a shoot, a series of coincidences thrusts her straight into limelight. She find herself playing the female lover of a
 knight-in-shiny armor, played by the cocky super-idol Justin (Mike Ho).
after that, their love story is start..
 the movie is not bad.. but too fast to go in the ending part already..
that js is my opinions

before we watch the movie
me and my girl went to the garden enjoy the drink - GONG CHA 
both of us ordered the same favourite..

GONG CHA SIGNATURE WINTER MELON MILK TEA

i dont know why this picture is very blur..i think that is something wrong in my iphone camera
i love to take photo..that is my attitude..
 after we get it then sit down and start our gossip time..
i remember that 1st time i try this drinks is with my baby boy
one year ago, we still not a couple yet..
we went to the garden GSC signature watch the X-Men
that is our 1st date..and we saw the Gong  Cha is new opening so go try the drinks
after that i was deeply love the drink in gong cha already

this few days was keep raining..
is feel good in slping when the day is raining
but is influence the people feel lazy and moody too
actually the weather is very bad..raining in the morning..stop at the afternoon..
the weather at afternoon is very very hot..
after that raining again..its feel cold suddenly
so we should take care of our body health..
i dont feel want to visit the doctor again













2012年5月29日星期二

busy weekend

when my boy mentioned about my blog..
I only realize I have a long long time never update and log in my blogspot already..
well, is time to active it back..
I hav a busy weekend on last week..
my baby boy was came back from Melacca
last friday I was hanging out with my friends
we having our breakfast yong tau fu at jalan ipoh there and
dessert time at “许留山“ at 1u..
This dessert house chain would be one of the most popular and famous dessert place in Hong Kong.
Emphasizing in healthy desserts, they use fruits particularly mango and specializes in fresh mango desserts. Besides, they also have traditional Chinese desserts such as 龟苓膏. They have an extensive menu with colourful photos and fret not as it's in both English and Chinese.





we order few dessert and shared it together but the quantity of food is quite small

after that I met another friends at 1u and play the bowling, sing k at neway and hav a beer time at night
having supper at sri damansara Mcdonald, gossip until 2pm only go back to my house.
that was a very very tired day.

another day is saturday, baby boy arrived my home at 12pm
he fetch me go to SS3 having our brunch,

hehehe..ya..is me and my dear..❤❤
after that we went to the new shopping mall at kelana jaya,
which is Paradigm Mall,
that day hav a lot of artist at Paradigm Mall , that is a celebration for the grand opening.
hav a lot of shop outlet at there and most important hav GSC cinema there!
we hav more choice places to watch movie at pj area for the next time.
but is too many ppl at there and we had booking 4.40pm movie at sunway pyramid there
so after we finish the snowflake  with baby boy and walk around at there then went to sunway pyramid enjoy our movie
MEN IN BLACK

1st time went to the TGV Club at Sunway Pyramid watch movie with baby boy.
the chair and environment is very comfortable...
the ticket price almost same with the GSC premier ticket...
we decided to try the Beanie Plex at there for the next movie.

i check out the Beanix Plex seat is very nice too ^^
my baby boy love to eat BBQ chicken wings,
so i recommend for my dear that was a store selling BBQ chickens wings at kepong manjalara steamboat restaurant there is awesome!

after that we drive to there and order 12 of chicken wings as our dinner
my boy and his friend love it too ^^..the taste was great

the time was flying very fast.. is another day again,
Sunday, 11 something reached kota damansara there and met my dear,
we went to the garden fong lye restaurant taking our brunch,


my dear was busy playing his phone..^^


i order the BBQ pork set, my boy oder the 3 Cups Chicken Set
yummy, and the price is very reasonable,
after that we met his friend kevin and we went to the midvalley shopping
that days was full of people at midvalley because the Uniqlo is new opening , PC expo was there and the Mickey exhibition was held on there too..
kelvin bought something at PC fair there then we walk to the Uniqlo hav a look
but there was full of people..=.=..
then we went to the Mickey exhibition hav a look,
there hav a lot and different style of Mickey mouse at there..so cute ^^



but too many ppl at there and i js take few picture and walk around then stop already,
is very hot and tired on that day
after that my dear was rushing back to his hometown because he hav class on tmr
so I drive to Pavilion met my girls, May, Vickie, Angel, Fish and we dinner together
we went to the ben's Pavilion for our dinner,

 Macaroni Cheese pasta
 ben's chocolate cake
ice chocolate
i order a macaroni cheese pasta ,ice chocolate and ben's chocolate cake,
awesome, i love the cake very much, 
i think i getting more fat after i finish it because all is very high calories,
cheese,chocolate..=.=..oh my god..
due to the everyone not free and less to meet up together so we take a lot picture on that day





actually the mirror of the toilet is showing "do not take photo"
but we didn't bother it and do whatever we want..=.=..
after that we walk around at Pavilion and went to Wong Kok hav a tea and gossip again
girls is love to gossip together since we hav a long time din meet up ald,,,hahaha..
 the time was flying very fast again..is 10pm++ already so we end up our gossip time and go back home.
because everyone hav the morning class on tmr,
haih...is time back to the reality,

today is monday ..,monday blue...
i was very tired and wake up at 10.50am...=.=
luckily my class start at 12pm so i had enough time to prepare for it..
as usual today is study day, nothing special for today
tmr hav class at 8am..shit..i need to wake up so early
i so jealous those student in secondary school or primary school there,
cos they re enjoying their holidays now..haih..i miss the moment that i had before..
is time to go bed hav a good slp..
goodnight everyone..=)






2012年1月12日星期四

♥♥♥信任♥♥♥

记得有一句话:“信任真是件脆弱的东西,一旦赢了,
会给我们巨大的空间,而一旦失去了,就永远不可能恢复。”
事实上往往,我们总是不知道相信谁,该怎么去相信人,
那些最亲近的人可能会背叛我们,却反而可能从陌生人那里得到帮助与希望。
记得那时候有人总喜欢问我:你觉得个人在一起最重要的是什么?
我一般毫不犹豫回答说是信任,理解,宽容。信任会是永远的排第一。
记得有人说过:"信任一个人有时需要许多年的时间"。
因此,有些人甚至终其一生也没有真正信任过任何一个人。
尚若你只信任那些能够讨你欢心的人,那是毫无疑义的
尚若你信任你所见的每一个人,那你就是一个傻瓜;
尚若你毫不犹豫,匆匆忙忙地去信任一个人,
那你就可能也会那么快地被你所信任的那个人背弃
尚若你只是出于某种肤浅的需要去信任一个人,那么旋踵而来的可能就是恼人的猜忌和背叛;
但尚若你迟迟不敢去信任一个值得你信任的人,
那永远不能获得爱的甘甜和人间的温暖,你的一生也将会因此而黯淡无光。

虽然说起来简单,可是真的到自己身上的时候有多少人做到了呢?
又有多少人这样做了呢?
所以感情总会多了许多猜疑,争吵,无聊的冷漠,到最后只会是无言的结局。
真的真的,有时候我很想去相信你,我真的不想去想那些无聊的事。
可是,又让我怎么去忍受?于是我想,是不是信任是不是也有底线的,
那么我们的底线又是什么呢?
或许真的是我不够自信,所以导致克很多意想不到的事情发生。
虽然不希望这些可怕的事情发生,但它就像幽灵一样,
总是被我发现丝毫的苗头,面对如此复杂的变故,我茫然了,
我开始学会生气,我开始学会对你发脾气,于是我开始选择怀疑。

有人说,恋爱中的人都是小孩子,都很孩子气,没有理智的大脑,
没有情绪的思绪。有的只是一冲动与臆想。
于是我想或许真的象你说的那样,我真的太孩子气,
我总是去把事情想得很复杂,我总会胡思乱想,会生气,会妒忌,
会吃醋,给自己找了很多的借口,但我事后总会清楚地知道,
那些都是无畏的纷争;那些都是无所谓的存在,
那些只是表面的幻象
一段段感情在彼此的不信任中毁灭,只是我们没找到彼此信任的底线是什么。
或许我恨自己,或许我懊恼。但是我不会后悔,
或许这是最好的结局,因为我们本来就不够彼此信任

戴维威斯格特说:信任是一种有生命的感觉,
信任也是一种高尚的情感,你有义务去信任另一个人,
除非你能证实那个人不值得你信任;
你也有权受到另一个人的信任,除非你已被证实不值得那个人的信任

于是我开始去学会信任,但是只有一次,讨厌欺骗,背叛。。。
总是很轻易的就放弃了,于是,仰头深深呼吸一口加杂着丝丝含着水气的空气
睁大眼睛,严厉却是不再蔚蓝的天空,
那一朵朵似聚又散的乌云,云要飘的方向也是未知定数。
就如工作,前途,未来,一样飘摇不定
不明白为什么自己的思绪总是会出现断点,动作也跟着停止
没了思想就没了行动。有时自己都不懂自己,应该很乐观向上的,
却经常是忧郁的扮演者,总在不知觉中陷入太多无奈的游离绪丝,
轻易地让它包围着自己,捆绑自己。
很想努力地,坚定地去做一件事情,不管最后的结果如何,至少我不想后悔
就某歌所唱: "在路上,只为了证明自我的存在,在路上,只为了生命的远行,
为自尊的生存。"

可我一次次地承认失败后,慢慢地对事情不再执著,
随意地丢弃了觉得非常爱的玩具,
终于有一天发现找不到了原本最真,最想坚持的自己了
也许就这样心里才蔓延着遗憾
狂忙地寻找自我,灵魂急速逃离于身体魂游异界外,
留下的只空空的一具躯体,游荡在人世间。
去向何方,不晓得。
真的不晓得“不晓得”这三个字何时成了我的口头禅,
你问我的任何事,我都回以不晓得,因为我是真的不晓得







2012年1月9日星期一

♥♥♥新的一年♥♥♥

终于停下来啦。。
最近都很忙。。
在新年前夕
与李先生和他的朋友到了The Hill 喝东西聊天准备倒数
由于还有另一班朋友有约。。只好呆到10.30就走了
喜欢与他们聊天,不舍得离开呢。。
The Hill 是间很棒的餐厅

很有feel哦。。下次可以再来这里了
第二场节目是去黎先生的家BBQ倒数
就这样与李先生度过了简单的一年
其实有他在身边就满足了。。呵呵

可是一过完新年。。1/1/2012就与一班好姐妹一起去了Thailand Phuket Island
真的是一个很棒的旅行
也是和姐妹们第一次出国旅行
这个旅行的过程必须等到下次再详细写了

4/1/2012
10点多到达msia机场,回到家都12点多1点了。。累垮了]
5/1/2012
第二天七早八早就去帮忙爸爸工作了
6/1/2012
帮忙爸爸工作完,李先生来接我出去了
整个星期没见到李先生,想念死我了
由于很累也不想出去,就和他到ss2 为食街吃东西
然后就回家睡觉,,没办法,我就是他口中那个蚕宝宝,爱睡觉
睡到晚上就与一班朋友吃晚餐就回家睡觉
那样又一天了
7/1/2012
拿了正牌与李先生回他的家在芙蓉
哈哈,那晚去酒楼参加他外婆的寿宴
好热闹也很开心
喜欢他的表弟峰仔
实在太聪明和可爱了!!!好喜欢他
当晚还跟李先生的爸爸喝了两杯,他真的是酒王...=.=
今天在他芙蓉家呆了一整天
去吃午餐和帮忙他收拾房间
晚上去李先生的外婆家吃晚餐
有很多我爱吃的食物呢

真的是去一次芙蓉我会肥一次回来
已经连续和李先生相处很多天,可是总是觉得不够
真的不能失去他,可惜他就快去马六甲读书了
我要学会和习惯没有他的日子
情人节,纪念日,圣诞节,还有很多日子,
可能他都不能陪我度过,没关系,我可以等待
还说明年圣诞节一起去新加坡倒数和玩,看来要延迟再下一年了
只要过18个月,我们就会很好了,这个真的是在考验着我们俩的感情了
希望一切都会很好

2011前半年真的很多不开心的回忆
庆幸后半年生活中出现了李先生
真希望2012新的一年可以更好,也希望可以顺利毕业